The breeze brushed our skin ever so gently as we gazed into nothingness.
People walked by with dogs, children with parents. And here we were, time seemed to have seized for us while we watched everyone accelerated by.
The sun beamed down on our faces and all I could think about was how happy I was. To enjoy this moment with you.
Love,
Love. I am understanding what those words are meaning to me now. I've had countless bad relationships. I finally have something that I'm willing to keep, to work with and grow.
Love, it's like a seed; It needs to be cared for on a regular basis. Too much water, too much sunlight and it'll die, but not enough will kill it too.
Such as life, we must find a balance between the two.
I'm finding that balance with you.
I see you differently everyday, just as a plant that grows. More and more of you is being uncovered from the soil.
I am so appreciative of how you care about my feelings, asking something as silly as "is it okay if we go to this restaurant instead?" :)....
You're letting me be, you see me for who I am. You're not trying to change anything about me. I can't even tell you how good that makes me feel inside.
Sometimes I wonder though if I'm giving enough back, am I? I feel so comfortable with you, that I love you for you and also see you as a friend too, the best of both worlds.
I know you say you don't care, but when it comes to finances I feel so ashamed; like I'm never contributing enough. And I want to. I'm willing to do whatever I can to make this work.
This weekend, like every other weekend with you was great. I love laying next to you in bed, I sleep better with you than without; something that has never happened to me before. I like our talks, our goofy inside jokes, how I never have to wear chap stick, interesting shows, we agree on so many things,
What more could I ask for??
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