Changes are happening

I'm here at Starbucks on a Friday afternoon before my short shift at work and I can't help but reflect on my previous weekend.

I can honestly say I had the best weekend ever, I have started a new relationship with a guy that I much like and care for very much. His friends are the most amazing and relaxed people. We went out, danced, stayed in and enjoyed each others company, cooked, ate watched a movie and talked. I couldn't ask for anything more.

This man sees me for who I am and accepts my flaws. I sometimes wonder how o a guy so great as him finds me so desirable. I think at a time like this I need to tell my inner thoughts to shut up and just go with the flow.

I'm used to living the single life and doing things on my own. I'm not used to being in a relationship and doing things as a couple. I really want to make this work. We are totally great together, we have great conversations and we share the same interests in shows and movies. :). He's a very caring person of his friends and family. Although, he likes the New York Yankees so I'm really trying not to let that mess everything up (I joke). Baseball, is that the game where they score the goals? Or is it Baskets?

I consider my man a total guys guy. He plays rugby, is hairy and isn't all into the pretentious New York gay scene. We went to the bar G-Lounge and I couldn't help think to myself "Andrew, this isn't real." All the men there were either extremely skinny or muscular.

His friends intimidated me at first. I'm not used to the New York scene and I notice that whenever I have gone there in the past the men just seem totally different. They are very in tuned with who they are and are able to do whatever they need to to get by and be successful.

New York has such massive energy. I feel like a little fish in a massive ocean when I'm there. I want to be able to be successful and make it big, I want to make a name for myself somehow. I feel like the 8 Million people that are there are trying to do the same thing.

This is a time in my life I need to sit down and focus on what I want to do.

I'm still working on my Korea application and have almost all my papers done. I am getting job offers. It's unfortunate because I met this great guy at a time where I'm going to embark on an incredible journey. I'm willing to make this relationship work regardless if i'm over 6,000 miles away.

And as usual, my thoughts are scattered all over this page.